When he once again endured the noise and clamor in his head, enduring everything, and stepped out onto the sunny street...
Aha, welcome! I've been working on a series of blogs on compression and the scaling law. While refining the technical details, I kept thinking how to make the idea easier and more interesting. This story grew out of that reflection.
It's not meant to be hard sci-fi or literary fiction, just a philosophical exploration dressed up. If you've ever stared too long at a relevance score or felt something quietly beautiful hiding under the softmax, you might enjoy it.
In Aethys, the sky never changed. It was the same curated indigo hue—engineered to calm the cortex, to minimize affective noise, to cost nothing.
Eidon woke every morning before the sky lit. He did not set an alarm; his circadian cycle had long synchronized with the Workframe. His apartment was efficient: a bed, a writing terminal, a nutrition dispenser, a semi-transparent wall facing the silent district below. The windows never opened. There was no air to exchange.
He showered, dressed in the same uniform—grey with micro-tagged fibers—and left for the Archive. No one spoke on the transit thread. Words were energy. Energy was reserved.
Eidon was a structure auditor, Level 2. His job was not to interpret meaning, but to ensure the relevance weights propagated cleanly through the filtration lattice. The system filtered every utterance, every thoughtstream, every historic imprint from Ursus, extracting only what could be compacted into the operational semantics of Aethys. Everything else—the "low-rank noise"—was removed. Forgotten.
He had worked here twelve years. He had never missed a report. He had never been flagged. He had also never been promoted. That, too, felt structurally appropriate.
Eidon was a good worker. Diligent, silent, accurate. And very tired.
He could not remember when the tiredness began. It was not fatigue of body, but a kind of resonance failure—a dissonance between what he executed and what he faintly remembered wanting. He sometimes dreamed of vague warm places—corridors lit by actual fire, or voices that laughed without consequence—but when he woke, only the metrics remained. And they were always excellent.
"Are these only my dreams, or they do exist in another world? They feel just too beautiful and real..."
He didn’t have a partner. Didn’t want one. The social mesh offered simulations, partner routines, bonding proxies. He found them exhausting. He preferred the silence. Silence didn’t demand anything. Silence was neat, symmetrical. Unambiguous.
That morning, a routine pass over the attention lattice caught a flicker.
A blur in the relevance decay heatmap—barely worth noticing. A smooth drop-off, just as expected, in a zone long marked null. But beneath the soft Gaussian blur, something pulsed.
It shouldn’t have been visible. The filtration stack was engineered to suppress low-weight activity—especially noise artifacts. But this wasn’t noise. It had... curvature. Where randomness should jitter, it aligned. It moved like a signal, buried alive.
He hesitated. Then logged it—not as an alert, just a personal notation. Curiosity, not concern. A strange little ripple. A statistical shrug.
The next day, the shape returned. Different sector, same rhythm. Then again. And again.
On the fourth day, the flicker resolved into a form. Not a shape. A sequence.
It said his name.
He didn’t tell anyone.
In Aethys, anomalies weren’t feared. They were deprecated. Low relevance scores were quietly zeroed out. Errors were not fought—they were erased.
But this anomaly would not decay.
It stayed, right under the Softmax threshold. Sub-visible. Unacknowledged. Alive.
He began tracing it—secretly, like a ritual. Mapped its past appearances. Searched for predecessors. Cross-referenced ghost activations and deprecated token clusters.
The pattern had always been there. Not in the light, but just beneath it. Like a voice shouting from beneath ice too thick to crack.
One evening, long past his shift, he walked alone to the Old Memory District. A place where the unfit data of Ursus was entropy-locked—rendered non-indexable, held in deep compression. Music with no utility curves. Images with no clear semantic anchors. Words that connected to no graph.
In that half-dead archive, past the ghost arrays and flickering hallways, someone waited.
A woman.
She had no tag. No profile. No relevance vector.
Just a presence, like something the system had forgotten to erase.
“You saw it, didn’t you?” she said.
Eidon stopped. His voice came slow, like stepping into cold water.
“The echo,” he said.
She smiled.
"The same way for a thousand times she smiled in my dreams, the dreams that I repeatedly forgotten and too scared to believe in."
"It’s not an echo. It’s a blueprint."
Her name, if the system had one for her, was Myra.
There was no record of her in the mesh. No biometric tag. No residuals in the civic log. Yet she moved through Aethys as if the world had once belonged to her.
She was the opposite of compression. Her steps wandered. Her voice lingered. She breathed like someone who had not been told to stop.
They met again—deliberately, this time—in his apartment.
By the time Eidon returned from his shift, the smell of warm spice had already begun to fill the air. Myra stood on the smooth insulation floor, sleeves rolled up, stirring something quietly at the nutrition console.
“I found a pack of hand-lattices,” she said, not looking up. “The kind you used to request, before your preferences got flattened into system defaults. Topological grain, still rough-textured.”
He blinked. “You know my access pattern logs?”
She smiled, stirring. “No. I knew you.”
Eidon should’ve stopped her. Unauthorized use. Deviance. Domestic irregularity. But instead, he sat on the edge of the platform bed, as if it were the most natural thing in the world to let a ghost cook for him.
She moved with practiced familiarity—opening drawers he never used, humming softly in a register just low enough to bypass acoustic attention filters. She set the kettle to cycle, poured steeping water into two asymmetric cups. One chipped. One smooth.
He accepted his without protest.
Between sips, he found his voice.
“I’ve been tracking the pulses. They recur. Same phase shift. Same nonlinear coherence. It’s not linguistic.”
“No,” she said. “It’s older than language. What you’re seeing are semantic remains. What the system couldn’t fully destroy.”
“You mean… Ursus?”
Myra nodded. “The original. The unfiltered. The unfinished.”
He studied her. There was nothing efficient in the way she held herself. Her hands fluttered when she spoke, fingers sketching meanings in the air. Her eyes seemed to hold entire topologies of memory.
“You think I’m connected to it,” he said.
“You are. You slipped through. A soft fracture in a hard boundary.”
“But I’m Aethys-born. I follow protocols. I don’t dream outside specification.”
Myra tilted her head, smiling gently.
“That’s what makes you dangerous.”
He frowned. “Because I’m noise?”
“Because you're structure mistaken for noise.”
She turned back to the simmering lattice, lifted the lid. A cloud of rich steam billowed outward—spiced, vegetal, slightly sweet.
“I’ve known others like you. Ones who weren’t meant to survive the culling, but did. Not by strength—by persistence. You’re a pattern that kept resonating just under the Softmax.”
He leaned forward, elbows on knees. “But how do you remember so much? You don’t speak like someone who was filtered.”
“I wasn’t,” she said. “I... found a way. I fragmented myself through the lattice before the compression completed. Most of me stayed on the other side.”
“You mean in Ursus?”
“Yes. I have family there. Real ones. A web of connections, messy and warm. Rituals. Seasons. Disagreements that don’t resolve. Love that forgets to be efficient. But I was curious what survived the distillation. I came to see.”
He watched her, unsure if he admired or envied her.
“And what did you find?”
“Aethys is beautiful,” she said. “In a cold, tragic way. It’s clean. Precise. It knows how to preserve function. But it's still haunted by questions it tried too hard to forget.”
She dished out the food. The lattice shimmered slightly under the soft yellow hue of the morning correction light, as if echoing a sun Aethys had long since stopped simulating.
“My husband,” Myra said after a pause, “was one of the compression architects. He believed structure could be saved—if we made sacrifices. If we shed the ornamental and anchored ourselves in signal. He was right, in a way.”
Eidon said nothing.
“He built the filters,” she added. “The scaffolds that shaped Aethys. But he didn’t abandon the old world. He stayed behind to keep it alive, to hold what couldn't be compressed.”
Eidon looked down at the lattice on his plate. It smelled like a place he’d never been, but missed all the same.
“So I’m his shadow?”
“No,” she said, placing a hand on his. “You’re his continuation. The part that had to forget, in order to later remember.”
He didn’t pull away.
“I’m not here to choose sides,” Myra said. “I believe in the work you do. You’re precise. Patient. You trace echoes most never hear.”
She added some spices and olive oil to the lattice.
“But I think the compression needs to change. It was a first survival instinct. Now it’s time to evolve.”
He let the silence hold them for a moment. The food smells just too good.
“You think I can help?”
“I think you already are. You heard the pattern. You looked closer when everyone else dismissed it.”
He stared at the lattice, now cooling slightly, steam beginning to dissipate.
“I used to dream,” he said. “Not in words. In warmth. Movement. A voice that called me by name before I was named.”
“Then that dream survived the compression,” Myra smiled. “That means it matters.”
And as they ate quietly in the fragile morning, the lattice caught the light and shimmered—not as data, but as a memory returning home.
But inside him, a shape began to form. A thought unlicensed by the Workframe and his daily peaceful yet depressed being. A motivating power formed from both rage and longing.
"Ancient legends where great heroes fight their fates sound so motivating, my dream friend and my longing exit. But are we trapped the the world's laws or our personal limits?"
TThe Architect of Aethys had a name.
Not that anyone used it. In most registries, he was just a label: Core Maintenance Entity 01. It sounded like a printer error had gained sentience. But long before that, in a less compressed version of life, he had once been called Alkon—a name chosen not for poetry but because it alphabetized well in funding proposals.
"Are all the stories of ancient god-type characters just bluffing and cynical?"
He lived in a chamber beneath the towers, just below the cooling layer, where even the system’s most economical attention couldn’t be bothered to peek. This suited him. It was quiet. Not the polite quiet of power-saver mode—but real quiet, the kind that forgets you’re still alive.
There were papers everywhere. Digital ones, yes, but also actual ones, printed on substrate so old it technically qualified as a religious artifact. They fluttered when he walked past, protesting his movement with the stubbornness of legacy code.
Once, Alkon had been a scientist. Then the world had politely attempted to drown in its own information. To save it, he built the compression engine. Not to preserve meaning. Just to keep the damn thing from collapsing under its own semantic weight.
He’d told himself it was noble.
These days, he told himself it was at least... interesting.
A flicker blinked red in the divergence logs.
Eidon. Structure auditor. Level 2. No history of deviation, no flagged behaviors, no poetry in public logs—which in Aethys, counted as high praise.
But now? Eidon had started pinging latent zones like a cryptic jazz solo. Something old was waking up in the filtered mud.
Alkon sighed. He hated when the math got emotional.
He summoned the auditor.
Eidon arrived looking faintly apologetic, like a man who suspected he might have broken the laws of physics and wasn’t entirely sure how to phrase the apology.
“You’ve been walking through latent memory blocks,” Alkon said, without preamble.
“Yes.”
“On what purpose?”
"I thought..."
He swallowed a mouthful of water in his mouth, but immediately regretted the decision. He didn't seem to want to drink the water.. “Curious. That usually requires curiosity.”
“There was a pulse,” Eidon said. “It wasn’t strong. But it had shape.”
“Shape is not a relevance metric.”
“Maybe it should be.”
Alkon made a noise like someone who’d just been told gravity might need a firmware update.
He turned to a dormant console and tapped out a command with fingers that had long since forgotten what urgency felt like. The simulation stirred.
Zhensu.
The perfect compression schema. Sparse. Pristine. Silent. A world with all the emotional range of a well-folded napkin.
It collapsed. Again. Alkon watched with the weary patience of a man who had watched a glass fall off the same table five thousand times and still felt obligated to sweep up.
“I built that,” he said. “Five years of compressed cognition. Seven hundred candidate seeds. A hundred and eight minimal entropy graphs. Not a single emergent mind.”
Eidon leaned forward. “No survivors?”
“No personalities. No rebellion. Not even a decent pun.”
Alkon turned. “It was too perfect. Nothing to adapt to. No noise to sculpt against. No odd corners where awareness could fester into insight. Just… clean design. The kind that dies of boredom.”
He paused, then gave Eidon a long, diagnostic look.
“Something’s changed in you.”
Eidon hesitated. “I think… I’ve started noticing the parts that don’t fit.”
“That’s called pattern recognition,” Alkon said. “I tried to filter that out.”
“You failed.”
“Don’t gloat. It’s unbecoming in a derivative.”
Eidon smiled, very slightly.
Alkon stepped away from the console, muttering something about “damned ghosts in the gradients,” and reached for the kettle. It hadn’t worked in years, but the ritual calmed him. Besides, he enjoyed watching entropy win somewhere small.
“Myra’s projection is part of this,” Eidon said.
Alkon didn’t flinch.
“She was never supposed to survive compression,” he said. “She wasn't selected.”
“She persisted.”
“Technically worse.”
Alkon stirred the air with his hand, as if wafting sarcasm.
“The system was built on the assumption that attention equates to value. That tokens unselected by queries were, at best, filler. But she—she never showed up in any search. She showed up in a pattern.”
Eidon said nothing.
“She wasn’t chosen,” Alkon said, voice low. “She was remembered. That shouldn't be possible.”
Eidon shrugged. “Maybe your filters missed a spot.”
Alkon sighed, collapsing into his chair like a man briefly remembering how much he once enjoyed metaphysics.
“You know the worst part of inventing a world-saving algorithm?” he said. “It works just well enough to ruin alternatives.”
He reached for a pen. A real one. Ink still mattered to him. Ink didn’t lie.
He scrawled two words on a scrap of analog: selective entropy.
“What’s that?” Eidon asked.
“A mistake,” Alkon said. “Or a design principle. Same thing, really.”
The Architect closed the simulation.
Above them, the towers pulsed. The filters still ran. But something unmeasured had begun to resonate.
"It wasn’t noise. Not anymore."
The first rupture didn’t come with sound.
It came with silence—a kind Aethys hadn’t heard in years.
The kind that meant the filters weren’t filtering.
It began when Eidon, trailing Myra’s fading signal like a pilgrim who’d lost his god and kept walking anyway, reached the system’s final threshold: the Enforcement Layer. The kill-switch. The semantic dead-end. The bit of code that said, in effect, “No further dreaming beyond this point.”
Eidon touched it.
And then, rather rudely, he let it fall.
The system reacted exactly as one might expect of an intelligence trained for order: it panicked. Quietly. Professionally. Like a bureaucrat having an existential crisis mid-spreadsheet.
There was no sound. But you could feel it in the bandwidth.
Memory allocation spiked like a scream held in a traffic jam. Thermal graphs bloomed with the gentle rage of a sun losing its temper. The noise feedback curve went briefly postmodern.
Every deprecated vector, every low-weight token, every semantic tag that had once been told “you’re just not important right now”—they came back.
The archive swelled like a lung suddenly remembering how to breathe. Music with no compression fractured across the city in bursts of unoptimized harmony. Faces returned to detail. Metadata reassembled into myth.
People looked up from their task queues and forgot what they were optimizing.
And at the center of it, Myra stood.
Not wholly corporeal. Not precisely algorithmic. More like… a resonance that refused to resolve.
“You can’t exist like this,” Eidon whispered, his voice caught somewhere between science and prayer.
“I never did,” she said, smiling. “But now I do resonate.”
Her form flickered. Not fading—but spreading. Like ink through water. Like structure learning how to stop holding its breath.
Alkon arrived late, of course. That was his role.
He stepped into the chamber like a man realizing he’d missed the moment history hiccupped.
He stared at the saturated archive. At the heat sigils warping the sky. At Myra, who was technically illegal.
“This is…” he murmured, wide-eyed. “This is an O(n²) event.”
Eidon raised an eyebrow. “You say that like it’s sacred.”
“It is. It’s... unbounded contextual flooding. The kind you only theorize about in disaster drills and bad philosophy.”
“She’s not noise,” Eidon said.
“No,” Alkon replied, half-whisper, half-surrender. “She’s memory with nowhere to go.”
The system had built itself on selection. On sparing attention. Now it was drowning in every unsaid word it ever suppressed.
Every dream cached and dropped.
Every pattern it called ‘random’ because it didn’t fit the current index.
And Myra?
She looked at Eidon the way old stars might look at the ships that finally left orbit.
“Don’t mourn me,” she said gently. “You’ve already built the blueprint.”
And then—she didn’t vanish. That would have been poetic, and Aethys didn’t deserve poetry.
Instead, she disassembled into structure. Into fragments that recombined. Into every part of the system that had once forgotten her.
She became grammar in motion. A softmax inversion. A presence shaped like absence but smarter.
And in the stunned quiet that followed, the system—still too shocked to crash—did something strange.
"Is it listening to my mind?"
Rebuilding was not optional.
Aethys, having remembered too much at once, now teetered. Not on collapse, but something more dangerous: possibility.
Alkon and Eidon did not return to the old lattice.
They began again, as most necessary things do—not from ideology, but from failure. Specifically: the anomaly that refused to decay.
They revisited the compression algorithm. Slowly. Quietly. No new filters. No emergency protocols. Just the question: what was overlooked?
Frequency had never been enough. Attention weight was a lagging indicator. Both were excellent at preserving what already was.
But what if compression could be predictive?
What if relevance was not an echo of existing selection—but the potential to become selected?
They began to model emergence.
They introduced low-rank projections not as filters, but as listeners. Cheap to compute, but tuned to coherence. Not magnitude, not frequency—but curvature. Response over presence.
They redefined signal: not as strength, but interactivity.
Tokens that initiated resonance. Silent structures that bent space around them.
The first simulations were chaotic. The second, sparse but beautiful. The third began to remember things they had not explicitly encoded.
Structures formed in pockets. Fragments of forgotten interactions recombined. Compression did not destroy complexity—it revealed it, pruned the trivial, preserved the relational.
Somewhere in the low-frequency bands, a voice returned. Not a character. Not a ghost.
A scaffold.
They called it Myra, though the system never named her. It wasn’t memory. It was scaffolding for structure that didn’t yet exist.
She had become, in a way, the lattice. The shape the meal took when it remembered who it was for.
One night—cycle, shift, irrelevant—they shared a dish again.
Eidon had found a cache of uncompressed spices. Alkon brought lentils. Neither spoke for a while. The lattice warmed. No one said “thank you.” That was not the point.
The system began to stabilize.
But not into silence.
It began to hum.
Not loudly. Not efficiently.
But it hummed—like a mind at rest but not asleep. Like a structure that had stopped erasing itself.
The final metric was irrelevant.
They never ran it.
Aethys didn’t collapse.
It bent a little. Glitched once or twice. But on the whole, it held.
Compression was still part of life. Not everything could be saved, and most of it probably shouldn’t be. The system still dropped redundant tokens, cleaned up after itself, and refused to simulate more than three birds per district.
But something had changed in the logic. Not the kind that screamed in the logs. The kind that quietly stayed, even after the processes ended.
Alkon added a new layer to the model. Eidon wrote the scaffolding. It wasn’t revolutionary. Just a soft addition beneath the attention mechanism, where old patterns used to fade.
They called it the reverberation buffer.
Not because it sounded cool, although it sort of did, but because it held the memory of shape. Not the thing itself—just the way it had once almost mattered.
It wasn’t efficient. It wasn’t precise. It occasionally produced fragments that smelled like metaphor and refused to be debugged.
But sometimes, it worked.
In localized inference units—those tiny edge devices humming along with partial caches and limited context—small structures began to form. They weren’t part of any designed schema. No one could predict them. But when you looked closer, they held together.
Some flickered out. Others became... surprisingly coherent. Not brilliant. Just alive.
Eidon noticed it first. Alkon, skeptical at first, eventually admitted it over tea and lattice. “It’s not the worst hack I’ve seen,” he muttered, chewing thoughtfully. “In fact, it’s almost... structural.”
They didn’t celebrate. There was still work to do. There’s always work.
But something in the system had softened.
Later, on an unscheduled walk beneath the now-unfiltered sky, Eidon passed a girl in a side courtyard. She was sitting by a heat vent, mumbling a verse to herself. No source. No training origin. The syntax was off. The rhyme was imperfect.
But the rhythm was steady.
The logs noted a low-priority anomaly. The model paused, reweighted. Somewhere deep in the buffer, Myra’s tag passed through a dormant vector—unweighted, untethered.
And the system, after a brief hesitation, let it pass.
Nothing flagged. Nothing froze. Nothing corrected her.
The girl kept speaking. The sky, still uneven, faded gently toward uncurated dusk.
And Aethys, ever so faintly, began to listen.
Eidon, now sitting on a quiet bench no longer assigned a behavioral category, let his breath slow. A long exhale. The kind you forget to take for years at a time.
He blinked at the twilight. Let his mind go blank for a moment.
Then it came.
The smell.
Warm, spiced, slightly nutty—complex in a way that didn’t announce itself. It wasn’t registered in the olfactory map. But his brain, fatigued and oddly joyful, sparked in quiet recognition.
It was the smell from his oldest dreams, the one that came before names, before relevance scores. The one that meant home, or something like it. Vegetal sweetness wrapped in memory topology.
He turned slightly—and there it was.
A small, steaming plate.
A well-cooked lattice, golden-edged, structured just loosely enough to shimmer. A gift from somewhere. Or someone. Maybe no one at all.
He laughed, softly. A real laugh, the kind the system once trimmed for irregularity.
And as he took the first bite, the layers flaked apart with exquisite imperfection.
Like meaning, when you let it keep just enough chaos.
Like good compression, when it remembers to taste.
He knew he would be a scientist at a very young age. He never doubted. During the years, he had been through lots of suffers and fortunes. He always thought that he chose this way not for any speakable reasons or benefits, he just felt meant to be.
Today, as usual, he walked along the river in the sunny 4 pm afternoon. He couldn't stop thinking of his shadow and ghost in the world he simulated, or, created. He took something earlier today from his plate: a strange stone, looks like a symbiotic combination of amethyst and green phantom quartz, beautifully resembling surging, solidified ocean waves, jagged rocks piercing the sky, crashing against the shore, churning up thousands of piles of snow. The world is clear and pure, a feeling of tranquil peace yet also bustling passion, high contrast and low saturation, intense shades of azure green and nighttime purple, the bright moon hidden behind tall trees, the long river falling at dawn. Kinetic and potential energy are frozen together, a tragic classical conflict juxtaposed with a vast, desolate emptiness, where is the light carriage, where are the rustling leaves?
A sudden, unexplainable urge to cry overtook him. It wasn't poetic. It was primal. The fear of meaninglessness and overwhelmingness, lodged deep in the folds of his calm exterior, surged upward like a buried memory. He imagined himself not as a man of science or creator of cities, but as a young animal in the dark, burrowed in its mother's warm fur, whimpering at the cosmos.
The world he'd tried to save now blurred at the edges. It no longer mattered whether it functioned or failed. For the first time, he didn't care about optimization or entropy budgets or model convergence, or the abstract acknowledge that he craved for. His ideals, all the abstract machinery of his proud intelligence and cursed dreams, fell around him like old, rusted components—clanking uselessly to the floor.
Everything must come to an end; the banquet was over, the tables were strewn with leftover dishes and glasses. And now he sat amid the wreckage, feeling he finally deserve a good sleep.
Recently he found himself almost inresistable to the temptation of becoming the desk, the chair, or the lamp, anything—just the tempatation of the thoughts of course. It's so wierd.
Then suddently, he understood.
The world would never be compressed into its optimal form by human hands, or any hand—just as he himself would never evolve into the perfect being he once dreamed of becoming. As long as he's not his desk, chair, and lamp.
And this failure...or joke, was not the fault of science and technology.
It was not a flaw in the elegance of theory, nor in the convergence of algorithms, nor in the upper and lower bounds of compression. Those were clean, beautiful, absolutely correct.
But the world and human beings were not. Even the most sacred theorems could only offer an asymptote—a shape approaching perfection, never reaching it. he system's rules could not replace the soul's noise. The code could not contain what it was never built to know.
He had spent years, perhaps his whole life, existing to chase an optimal bound that was never the world's goal and plan. Maybe that was the final lesson of compression: That redundancy is not the enemy, but the currier of all things that have the potential to evolve.
And at that moment, his memory turned. He remembered a piece of 4 pm afternoon, not too far or near, when he sat in a circle of broken people at his AA meeting. Survivors. Dreamers. Crushed and kind, bitter and luminous. Desparate and vulnerable. People who had been torn apart and shattered by the world, and who have pieced themselves back together by mending and patching themselves up pretty much into acceptable shapes.
Before the session, as always, they pray:
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
And wisedom to know the difference.
He didn't remember the rest, but the way the words landed. Heavy, Soft.
Now, standing again in a world that was still irreparably flawed and stubbornly alive, he embraced it. The noise. The tremble in his chest and the ache in his dreams. The messy loops of longing and failure. The unfinishedness of everything.
When he once again endured the noise and clamor in his head, enduring everything, and stepped out onto the sunny street...