You are correct. Part of me also fears mathematics as a subject, especially calculus. Like I mentioned in the other comment, I don't necessarily see myself pursuing something related towards numeracy, or technology even by that matters. However, I do want to pursuit something that will allow me to sustain myself in the current world. 

Thank you so much for your advice and help. You are right. Fear will weaken me, and it's important to be able to combat it, especially now-a-days.

Thank you for your answer.

You are right. I would have chosen something I'm interested, such as History, or subjects related to art, literature, or creative subjects. I do want to follow a creative path. However, I also want to have a degree in a subject that would statistically allow me to be able to sustain myself too (ROI). 

Thank you so much for this. I really mean it.