I'm 17 and just discovered I'm Ni-dom (INTJ most likely). Before I knew what any of this was, I'd already built my own system for triggering flow states on command and reading my subconscious signals.

The weird part: it works. I went from not knowing what JSON was in July to building multi-agent AI systems now. When I let my intuition just observe without overthinking, my subconscious pulls patterns from everything I've ever experienced and creates routes I couldn't logically think my way to.

I've also developed this two-part system where I read intuitive signals (different intensities, like frequencies), then filter them through logic to find the optimal path. I can trigger deep flow at 9am at my desk every single day now.

But I caught myself trying to use this on casino games thinking I could "feel" the right plays. That's when I realized - this could easily slide into delusion if I don't learn to ground it properly.

The real problem: I don't have anyone to talk to about this. Everyone IRL either thinks I'm crazy or doesn't understand what I'm describing. I need people who:

Actually think like this (other Ni-doms with ADHD maybe?)
Have developed this further than me and can spot my blindspots
Can tell me when I'm bullshitting myself vs when I'm onto something real

I'm not looking for validation or academic discussion. I'm looking for actual people I can have conversations with who understand what it's like to think this way.

Anyone here relate? Or know where I should actually be looking for this kind of community?

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