This post is a distillation of Evan Hubinger's post "how do we become confident in the safety of a machine learning system?", made as part of the summer 2022 SERI MATS program. While I have attempted to understand and extrapolate Evan's opinions, this post has not been vetted. Likewise, I use training stories (and contribution stories) to describe the methodology of proposals for safe advanced AI without the endorsement of those proposals' authors and based on a relatively shallow understanding of those proposals (due to my inexperience and time constraints). The opinions presented in this post are my own unless otherwise noted.
Epistemic status: Exploratory
Some day, all too soon from now, people will... (read 2861 more words →)
Psychologically speaking, I wouldn't expect your loathing of trans people to stick after you properly resolved such a big mental knot. If your theories were correct, trans people would be victims of a mental health crisis scarcely more accountable than people with untreated schizophrenia or agoraphobia. Pity, grief, and horror would make more sense than cruelty.
So I don't think you've gotten to the heart of your own emotional matter. There is clearly part of you that loathes your current place in life, but I don't think you've identified what it is yet. My ~70% confidence guess based on this post would be that you feel like you can only be safe if... (read more)