This makes a lot of sense! I do find that the way my brain wants to fit your experience in with my conception of wholesomeness is that you were perhaps not attending enough to the part of the whole that was your own internal experience and needs?

Oh nice, I kind of vibe with "meditation on a theme" as a description of what this post is doing and failing to do.

Overall I'm really happy with this post.

It crystallized a bunch of thoughts I'd had for a while before this, and has been useful as a conceptual building block that's fed into my general thinking about the situation with AI, and the value of accelerating tools to improve epistemics and coordination. I often find myself wanting to link people to it.

Possible weaknesses:

• While I think the basic analysis looks directionally correct, I wonder if in places it's a bit oversimplified (like maybe you could usefully unpack the concept of "deliberate steering")
  • Seems fine for early work on this?
• Empirically, the concept doesn't seem to have been catchy
  • I think that we've done more to spread the general idea than the specific "choice transition" frame or name
  • Maybe we could have done better; maybe that's just OK
• I sometimes wish the post was shorter, to give people a crisper pointer to the core idea?
  • There's a problem here of multiple audiences
  • Possible it should have a short summary piece too somewhere

This was written a few months after Situational Awareness. I felt like there was kind of a missing mood in x-risk discourse around that piece, and this was an attempt to convey both the mood and something of the generators of the mood.

Since then, the mood has shifted, to something that feels healthier to me. 80,000 Hours has a problem profile on extreme power concentration. At this point I mostly wouldn't link back to this post (preferring to link e.g. to more substantive research), although I might if I just really wanted to convey the mood to someone. I'm not really sure whether my article had any counterfactual responsibility for the research people have done in the interim.

I'm happy with this post. I think it captures something meta-level which is important in orienting to doing a good job of all sorts of work, and I occasionally want to point people to this.

Most of the thoughts probably aren't super original, but for something this important I am surprised that there isn't much more explicit discussion -- it seems like it's often just talked about at the level of a few sentences, and regarded as a matter of taste, or something. For people who aspire to do valuable work, I guess it's generally worth spending a few hours a year explicitly thinking about the tradeoffs here and how to navigate them in particular situations -- and then probably worth at least a bit of scaffolding or general thinking about the topic.

Looking back, I have mixed feelings about this post (and series).

On the one hand, I think they're getting at something really important. Rereading them, I feel like they're pointing to a stance I aspire to inhabit, and there's some value in the pointers they're giving. I'm not sure that I know better content on quite this topic.

On the other hand, they feel ... kind of slightly half-baked, or naming something-in-the-vicinity of what matters, rather than giving the true name of the thing. I don't find myself naturally drawn to linking people to this, because I feel a dissatisfaction that it's something-like-rambling rather than being the best version of itself.

I do still hope that someone else thinks about this material, reinvents a better version for themself, and writes about that.

No competition open right now, but I think there's an audience (myself included) for more good thoughts on this topic, if you have something that feels like it might be worth sharing.

Of course I'm into trying to understand things better (and that's a good slice of what I recommend!), but: 

• You need to make decisions in the interim
• There is a bunch of detail that won't be captured by whatever your high level models are (like what will be the impacts of wording an email this way versus that)
• I think that for complete decisions you'd have a model of the whole future unfolding of civilization, and this is hard enough that we're not going to do it with "a few years of study"

It seems fine to me to have the goalposts moving, but then I think it's important to trace through the implications of that. 

Like, if the goalposts can move then this seems like perhaps the most obvious way out of the predicament; to keep the goalposts ever ahead of AI capabilities. But when I read your post I get the vibe that you're not imagining this as a possibility?