I’m currently 21, and about to turn 22 in February. It’s strange. I think I feel much of the same as you do, and yet am extraordinarily less motivated. I spent much of last semester stuck in a weird, angsty, existential-depressive cycle. I’ve been trying to escape the future by focusing on relationships and romance, but that’s only led to the most depressing Christmas I’ve had yet.
I feel like I’m watching the world slip by me; not just through my hands, but through the floor. Everything fades, but why does it feel like everything is fading so fast?
I’m currently 21, and about to turn 22 in February. It’s strange. I think I feel much of the same as you do, and yet am extraordinarily less motivated. I spent much of last semester stuck in a weird, angsty, existential-depressive cycle. I’ve been trying to escape the future by focusing on relationships and romance, but that’s only led to the most depressing Christmas I’ve had yet.
I feel like I’m watching the world slip by me; not just through my hands, but through the floor. Everything fades, but why does it feel like everything is fading so fast?
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