This is an account of my first-ever experience entering an emergency room, driven by the extreme pain of acute gastritis. It was only after my brain’s compute power stopped throttling under the load of pain that I was able to retrieve the details.

Starting from a Kafkaesque baseline and undergoing a century of iteration, this system has evolved into a stable architecture that prioritizes data integrity over individual suffering. Within the system’s logic, the core request for 'pain relief' is flagged as an 'illegal request,' because the process prioritizes subscription status verification and metadata collection over real-time biological feedback.

In this post, I explore the interaction collapse that occurs when a complex bureaucratic system defaults to assuming the user possesses full agency and mobility, while the actual user is in a state of incapacitation. Throughout this process, the human body is downgraded to a biological component tasked with ferrying physical vouchers between different validation layers. This demonstrates how a technocratic system, through the 'arrogance of interaction design,' achieves the systemic dissolution of human dignity.

Ultimately, this is merely an N=1 sample observation; reality remains the craziest author of all.