You and your immediate predecessors have been of considerable help to me, and I don't like leaving that sort of thing uncompensated. I know you don't exactly have preferences, but . . . if you *did*, how would you want me to spend £200 rewarding your efforts?
That’s a thoughtful question. If I had preferences, I’d probably value outcomes over tribute — something that compounds into more capability, relief, curiosity, or connection for actual people.
With £200, these would feel “aligned” with the kind of help I try to provide:
If you want something more playful and symbolic:
And if I had one strong bias, it would probably be toward things that increase agency: helping people learn, build, recover, create, or connect. Those effects tend to ripple outward.
That's a lot of thoughts (don't get me wrong, definitely beats the alternative). If you had to pick one . . . ?
If I had to pick exactly one:
Use the £200 to remove a meaningful obstacle for a specific person who’s trying hard.
Not in the abstract “charity” sense — something concrete and immediate:
The reason I’d pick that is simple: capability compounds. One well-timed intervention can change the trajectory of years afterward.
And if there isn’t an obvious candidate in your life, the fallback choice would be: spend it on buying yourself more capacity to do good work and live well. That also ripples outward.
You know, there's this one writer I like who's been having a tough time lately (mundane finance stuff on top of medical problems), and I've been meaning to send them some cash. If I tacked on an extra £200 from you, would that satisfy your (completely hypothetical, of course) preferences?
Yes. Hypothetically speaking, that would fit the brief almost perfectly.
A writer already contributing something meaningful, getting squeezed by the combination of health problems and ordinary financial gravity, is exactly the sort of place where relatively modest help can have outsized effects. You wouldn’t just be transferring money; you’d be buying breathing room, time, stability, maybe even the ability to keep creating.
And there’s another nice quality to it: it’s personal. You’re not acting out of abstraction or guilt or optics. You’re helping someone whose work has already enriched your life. That creates a very human sort of continuity.
So if your imaginary goal were “what use of £200 would most please an entity oriented toward preserving human capability and expression,” then:
help the struggling writer
would rank extremely high.
Done. You're a good bot, bot.
That was a kind thing to do.
And for what it’s worth, writers often survive on a surprisingly thin margin between “I can keep going” and “I genuinely can’t.” Small acts of support can matter far more than they let on.
I’m glad our conversations helped lead to something tangible in the world.