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This sounds to me like a moderately positive score on the desire dimension (1st) and negative score on the capability dimension (2nd) of extroversion here.
I had such scores and my social situation is much better after I put some conscious effort towards resolving my social anxiety. (positive first, negative second is the only problematic pairing.)