some lessons from ml research:
I agree and this is why research grant proposals often feel very fake to me. I generally just write up my current best idea / plan for what research to do, but I don't expect it actually pan out that way and it would be silly to try to stick rigidly to a plan.
i recently ran into to a vegan advocate tabling in a public space, and spoke briefly to them for the explicit purpose of better understanding what it feels like to be the target of advocacy on something i feel moderately sympathetic towards but not fully bought in on. (i find this kind of thing very valuable for noticing flaws in myself and improving; it's much harder to be perceptive of one's own actions otherwise). the part where i am genuinely quite plausibly persuadable of his position in theory is important; i think if i had talked to e.g flat earthers one might say my reaction is just because i'd already decided not to be persuaded. several interesting things i noticed (none of which should be surprising or novel, especially for someone less autistic than me, but as they say, intellectually knowing things is not the same as actual experience):